Solution to my problems: I’ve come up with two of them.

1. I’m going to quit my job and move home in 6 months when my roommate moves out, so long as around my birthday I’ve found a job down there with a decent start date. I’ll just clear out the back closet of my moms house and put my bed in there, and buy a cycle so I can visit the city on the weekends and get to work. Then I won’t have to pay for food, rent, utilities, and I can just work a menial 9$/hr job at the supermarket or something.

2. Buy a motorcycle in no more than 2 months time and start pricing areas a bit more north of here, find somewhere I can move into that doesn’t cost more than 300$ a month to rent. Hope I can keep my cats, sell my bikes, keep my shitty job, possibly find something else that takes a bit of a ride but I’m actually happy with.

I need to write these down so keep my anxiety at bay. I keep forgetting what options I have.